Was so tired yesterday that i slept almost immediately after hitting the hay. However, i woke up, by myself, without any external influences, nothng whatsoever because i realised i haven't finished my chinese hw. Stupid right pple? I can't believe i woke up in the middle of my sleep just because i suddenly remembered of my undone hw. Seriously, i'd rather get a scolding rather than hav my sleep ruined, Anyway, i decided that since i was awake, i might as well get to it. I was surpirsed that i managed to wake up though as i have a reputation to be able to sleep through a hydrogen bomb. Oh well, what's done is done.

Lately i haven't been able to conentrate during class. Is it the heat or is it just me? Haiz... But i rlly think it's becuse the pressure is rlly getting to me. Ever heard the saying of having your "heart in your mouth"?? I rlly feel like putting an end to it all. But something inside me keeps spurring me on. Somethings rather. Like any other animal, i'm not going down without a fight. This is my fight. I have to fight to live on. I know you're always there to guide me like you always had been when i was a kid. Continue to watch over me....

I closed my eyes and drifted away...