Living in my FAIRYtale-like LIFE
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YoUrs TrUly


Name: Kevin Christopher
b'day: 31 march 1994
School: Tanjong Katong sec
Class: 3c 2009
Zodiac Sign: Aries
Nicknames: Ryan, Crying Wolf

Loves: Daydreaming, friends, family
Hates: Myself(most of the time), people who waste my time, backstabbers

SpeAk yoUr MiNd



UnBReAkaBle ChAins


2C'08 - Class Blog, What More Can I Say
6A class blog - My Hommies
Nadira - Gonna-be soccer star(hopefully!!)
Sherman - Mr Pretty Handsome
Ye Siang - Lonely wolf
Ian - The Guy Who Sat In Front Of Me For 2 Years
Anthony - Mangaman
Rex - My Big Bro(always have, always will be)
Xiao Di - The b-boy
Xiang Jie - Bf of the Ice Cream Dragon
Peter - Grandmaster of uncountable conmans!!!
Qing Wen - Arsonist
Lester - Egg Hatcher
Desmond - Wacko Chiongster
Kenneth - Nippon Fanatic
Eric - Wannabe Pirate
Christopher - 2nd Christopher!!
Xiao Tian - Myuk!!
Daniel - Arsonist/KOS/tempest/insert nick. here


AfTeRGl0w...

;March 2009
;April 2009
;May 2009
;June 2009
;July 2009
;August 2009
;September 2009
;October 2009
;November 2009
;December 2009


cREDiTS...


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Gazing at the night sky...
Wishing to be loved...

Unexplainable Anguish



Was so tired yesterday that i slept almost immediately after hitting the hay. However, i woke up, by myself, without any external influences, nothng whatsoever because i realised i haven't finished my chinese hw. Stupid right pple? I can't believe i woke up in the middle of my sleep just because i suddenly remembered of my undone hw. Seriously, i'd rather get a scolding rather than hav my sleep ruined, Anyway, i decided that since i was awake, i might as well get to it. I was surpirsed that i managed to wake up though as i have a reputation to be able to sleep through a hydrogen bomb. Oh well, what's done is done.

Lately i haven't been able to conentrate during class. Is it the heat or is it just me? Haiz... But i rlly think it's becuse the pressure is rlly getting to me. Ever heard the saying of having your "heart in your mouth"?? I rlly feel like putting an end to it all. But something inside me keeps spurring me on. Somethings rather. Like any other animal, i'm not going down without a fight. This is my fight. I have to fight to live on. I know you're always there to guide me like you always had been when i was a kid. Continue to watch over me....

I closed my eyes and drifted away...


8:42 PM | Return?


Seven Heaven



Hmmmm, 2nd day of schl of term 4. Nth much rlly happened. But i do realise that schl is getting more and more stressful. I was complaining a lot before and i shld be complaining more but i'm not. Probably because i'm tired of it. Anyway, i shld be studying but here i am blogging. Haiz... The parachute project is postponed. I'm kinda dissappointed as i was looking forward to it. Heck, Me and Adam even went to buy the cloth last night when we realised our parachute's busted. Oh well. Putting that aside, i still have my Hear My Say to wrry about. It's a show and tell kinda thing. Normally i'm comfortable with doing presentations but this time i feel much more... awkward. Shld be because i'm going to talk about smth that is rlly close to my heart this friday. Too all 3Cians, you all will just have to w8 and see. I'm not gonna post any spoilers.

Anyways, i gotta go for chinese tuition now. Byez

I closed my eyes and drifted away...


3:20 PM | Return?


Can't take it anymore



OK. I've had enough. I noe u are the leader. I noe u deserve some respect. BUT DON'T U THINK YOUR SUBORDINATES DESERVE SOME TOO? What the fuck is a leader that has no teamates? A leader is only as strong as the strength of his team. Without followers, what is a leader? There are always stuff that happen in life. Stuff that are totally unexplainable, unpredictable and totally impromptu. Only God can know these type of things. For god's sake, he was already worried and rushed all the way down and even asked someone to help him host in his place. THAT IS NOT CALLED FAILING TO FULFILL ONE'S RESPONSIBILITIES. IF YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT RESPONSIBILITY, I'M SURE WE CAN FIND MATTERS THAT YOU DID THAT WAS TOTALLY IRRESPONSIBLE. I may have been quite today. But after knowing about what happened yesterday, you can bet your sorry ass that i won't sit there and rot. The scolding today was one thing. What u did yesterdy was totally off the charts. you're lucky i wasn't ther yesterday. IF YOU HUMILIATE ANYONE IN PUBLIC, I'M GONNA MAKE SURE U'RE GONNA HAVE THE MOST BLESSED DAY OF YOUR LIFE. I'M SURE THE OTHERS WILL TOO.

If you have noticed, i prioritize the pple around me before myself. It's who i am. My family. My friends. They all go before me. I'm a wolf. A crying wolf. I cry because of the sascrifices i've made. I cry because of the sorrow i felt when others get hurt. Be it emotionally or physically. I CAN ALSO MAKE YOU CRY IF YOU CROSS THE LINE. And if you don't know anything about wolves, we hunt remarkably alone. We hunt the best as a pack. I have a pack. I assure you it's huge. How big is yours? The size of your ego?

Mine? It amounts to all the sufferings we have gone through. I bet you don't even know what we've been through. Our appearance is just a facade of what's inside.


1:14 AM | Return?


EDYD



Spent the Whole of saturday in church. The event was pretty cool. I loved the praise and worship and i fell in love with "The Power of Your Love". I feel that it's a really touching strong and i could swore i cried when we sang the song. Was really moved. I do feel the praise and worship is abit forced though. Anyways, saw jia min, christopher in CHIJ. I was pretty surprised as i didn't think i would get to see them as everyone was in YELLOW. Hahas. They shld have made it inuch a way that every church have their own colour. That way it's easier to differentiate the crowd and tthe event could have been a ot easier to organise. Shall post some pics once i get them.

On a side note, i just realised that Holy Trinity is the biggest church by a mile. When we arrived into the hall, we filled like... 1/3 of it??? lols. And father J.J was the special preacher of the day!!! I was so psyched to see him as he was the only priest i listened to when i was like... arnd pri. 3. Probably because he talks the smoothest and clearest out of the priests. His speech during the rally was arnd 40 mins long and he talked like he knew everything at the back of his head! I kid you not. He didn't stumble/fumble/stutter. And i you compare the no. of pple listening to him and the no. of of pple listening to the archbishop during the homili, i am confident that the hall was much more silent when father J.J was talking. He's that good. Hahas.

Anyway, i better get some sleep. i have a maths and will be going to the orphanage tmr morning.

Btw... The wolf is the coolest animal(in my opinion). Anyone that scorn/insult/injure/slaughter/kill/hurt/buthcer/poach/hunt/slay shall feel the wrath of Me!!! AND MY CAPTAIN!!!

I closed my eyes and drifted away...


12:18 AM | Return?