I've been thinking about myself lately. What i have become, my friends, my personality etc. After much reflection, i finally admit that i'm too pessimistic. Way too pessimistic. Some of my friends mentioned before that i'm too dull and needs to be more "dynamic". Guess it's true. Most of the time when people are laughing their lungs out, talking away in class, i'll be at a corner thinking. I spent the whole day in school thinking about this. I realise i need to change, and this will probably be the biggest change(if i'm successful) that i'm going to make.

Talking to Xiao Tian on msn cheered me up. She taught me to always look at the other side of a coin. She said that being a worrywart does give me some advantages, which i finally realised today. E.g since i worry so much, i tend to expect the worst, so i would normally be prepared for it. Thanks lotz XT.

This revelation also make me realise that my friends are the greatest gifts that God could have given me. I don't think i'll be sitting here blogging without them. Therefore, i'm giving a big shoutout to all of my friends out there. Love all of ya'll lotz!!

I closed my eyes and drifted away...