Living in my FAIRYtale-like LIFE

Gazing at the night sky...

Wishing to be loved...

Ahem Ahem

O... my blog's a little rusty. Probably due to me bing very busy(with having fun!!! CT's are over!!! woots!!) Anyways....

Time for...

Damage Report!!!

English: unknown - english teachers were busy with 'O' level oral
A maths: B3
E maths: A2 -_- why my maths always one go up the other go down one??? zZz
Chemistry: A1 woots
Physics: B4 ... zZz
Combined Humans: C5 ( Geog screwed me up!!! AGAIN!!! Aaargh)
Chinese: D7(FAIL BY HALF MARK WTF)

last but not least...I always scored a single-digit mark for this subject...

LITERATURE:B3 WOOTS!!! From E8 to B3!!! I am Euphoric!!! Now must aim for A... zZz

I closed my eyes and drifted away...

8:10 PM | Return?

Sitting at the top of the world

Ct's are finally over. I am supposed to be happy but i'm not and it's because i am so tired/pissed/irritated. During the course of 4 days, i slept at 2a.m just to make sure that i get the concepts straight. I'm not blaming anyone. I did it of my own free will. What i 'm f'king irritated/pissed abt is abt the torturous 1.5 hours of chem we had on friday. We just got through an ordeal and i'm sure everyone studied and did the test to the best of their ability. What did we get from you on friday? You telling us tht we shouldn't slack becuase EOY's are weeks from now. COME ON!!! We're humans just like you are. Furthermore, you were a student before and you should know that we deserve a break. Fine, you did give us a break on friday, a break that lasted for... 17 seconds??? wtf.

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I feel a lot more comfortable now...

On a side note, i failed chinese - 22/50. Kinda expected. I didn't get the comprehension at all...
Blogger's back to normal!!! Woots!!

I closed my eyes and drifted away...

2:01 AM | Return?

Why do you pain me so

Didn't go to school today. I woke up with my head spinning so obviously the word "school" didn't even cross my mind then. Woke up at arnd 9 a.m instead. I decided to take advantage of the luxurious time and environment(my room lols) to help me focus on my revisions. Finished revising A maths today. After 4+ hours of attempting mind-boggling, brain-cracking questions, i think i finally got to hang of "circles". After the revision it doesn't seem diffiuclt at all. Hmmmm, shld revise this way for all the other subjects too. But with the limited time i have(friday, saturday, sunday) i think i won't be able to cover geog. Not that i care anyway. I studied for 1 night for the previous level test and i got 6.5/25. WTF. I literally spammed all the info, thought that i knew the question but i didn't. Turned out that i read the map wrongly. I originally thought it's about tropical rainforest, in the end i found out it's actually tropical monsson. That mismatch cost me a whopping 18 marks. Haiz... I don't know if my revisions' going to make it in time for the exams. Time and Tide really does wait for no man(duh but i just realised it today zZz)

On a side note, Lady Gaga was interviewed by msn and one of her answers in the Q&A really stood out.

Question: So what gets your creative juices flowing?
L.G: Hot naked men fanning me with big feather fans and feeding me cherries while I write. That usually happens.

wtf!!!

I closed my eyes and drifted away...

7:38 PM | Return?

Over the top

SS test today. I didn't really study yesterday and yet i wasn't worried at all. In the 1st half of the year, i would've freaked out if i didn't study for a test but now this doesn't bother me anymore? I wonder why? I guess it's because we have tests practically every week now and i'm kinda sick and tired for studying all of them. 5 tests in a week, 1 test each day and this is not even common test week -_-. Haiz... NDP celebrations on friday. Ms___ still insisted that we stay back after the celebrations for extra class. There goes my plan to go to school empty handed, not to mention that i have rush home later. Talking about common tests, it's just around the corner(2 weeks from now) and i haven't even started my revision yet. Oh well... i guess there's plenty of time for that later.

I can't help thinking that i'll screw A maths this time around. It has always been one of my best/favourite subjects. However, the whole paper is on coordinate geometry and circles and i totally don't get these 2 topics at all. Chemistry is another problem. I don't get reactivity series of metals/reaction of soluble and insoluble salts at all. Not surprisingly, the chemistry paper will also be totally on the 2 chemistry topics mentioned above. I don't have to talk about chinese. I'm also probably gonna screw english as well, considering that i have ___ as my teacher in BOTH argumentative and comprehension components. Having trouble coping with physics as well. Everyone said that forces is an easy topic but not for me. Their simple formula always muddles me up.

I don't know how i'm gonna survive this common test.

I closed my eyes and drifted away...

9:32 PM | Return?

Another belated bdae wish...

Happy Birthday Crystal!!(if i could i'd make this bigger but b'coz of blogger...)
Anyways, hope u like the present i got for you. Seriously, i spent 1hr+ to get the present. Hahas. Hope u had a nice and meaningful birthday.

Back to the topic on SCHOOL. I think i'm gonna ace the chem quiz today. I didn't study for it but thanks to the 3 free periods, i get to study for the quiz. Worried abt a maths however. Grrrrr, circle's damn confusing, and i strongly beleive that if it wasn't ___ that was teaching, i would have understood the topic a lot better. Going to have SS level test tomorrrow. Haven't studied. Not planning to. Why? Because i don't get the topic as well. zZz

I closed my eyes and drifted away...

4:53 PM | Return?

Silver Linings

Mom and Dad went to Holy spirit church today, so i went to chatechism class and attended holy trinty's eng mass by myself. Had PCI after that, i rlly pity some of the incredible people that i met through this journey. Compared to our problems, their problems hurt them more than we can ever imagine. This goes to show that you shld appreciate what you are people, and not to take things for granted.

Anyways, went to white sands to meet up with the peeps. Nth much to see so i decided to start making my way back home by getting my hair cut! Really satisfied with the haircut this time. I swear, my head used to look like a mushroom once i get a haicut. Once i reached home, i had my very-late-and-well-deserved lunch when i suddenly realised i forgot to get crys a present. Rushed to get her one. Spent about an hour or two trying to pick the best one. By the time i reached home(again), it was already 6+. Weekends are always goe in the blink of an eye... Haiz... I just hope crys is gonna like her present.

Lastly, Blogger plz resolve your picture problems. It irritates me alot.

I closed my eyes and drifted away...

7:46 PM | Return?

Counting Z's

Tiring Day. Hung out with the peeps from morning till evening.Oh well, the day was a nice breather from schl. But since i'm blogging now, that means it's late at night... That means... Weekend's going to be over in 1 day! Oh no... Crap. Common Tests are approaching but for once i don't give a damn. I realised that i'm tired of pushing myself to study for all the quizzes and tests. Tmd. 1/2 tests a weeks is ok. But 4??? To make matters worse we're going to have an incease in Chem supplementaries next week. Knwing MvenSkdAofL, she's going to turn the supplementaries into a daily ritual. Haiz... I guess complaining won't do anything about it. There's no turning back now. I made my promise and i'm not gonna break it now.

Btw, Sherman!! U owe me a drink(bubble tea plz!!! xD). Lastly, I swear that i'm going to make Daniel(this daniel is most commonly referred to as THE ARSONIST) create a blog if it's the last thing i'm gonna do.

Finally( i mean it this time), to my brother Rex, i hope that your decision will have a big positive impact in your life. I have faith that you will grow one day, maybe we can meet each other again. Till then, let us work hard to achieve our dreams and to continue to hold dear the very things we both nearly lost. You have always been my brother and forever will be. The life that you're going to experience is going to be very rough and difficult but i'm sure u'll be able to come through. You always have. You have my continuous support. Till then, God bless you.

I closed my eyes and drifted away...

9:27 PM | Return?